Due Date: October 25th, 2014
Musings on the Weekly Photo: I seem to be carrying a little higher but smaller with this one, don't you think?
Marination Time: 20(ish) weeks.
Weight Gain: +11 pounds or so, as of appointment (6/9).
Maternity Clothes: Now that we are having a lot of summer weather, I love that I can wear dresses and skirts every day.
Fruit of the Week: Length of a banana!
Name: We haven't really discussed it, but we do have a list we've been keeping since Lily was born.
Gender: Still unknown! Made it through the anatomy scan without an accidental showing of baby bits.
Movement: TONS more! I feel a lot of punches and kicks, and s/he is making him/herself well-known on the outside too. Babe must have had a little growth spurt this week.
Cravings: Still with the carbs and fruit. I can eat an entire personal watermelon in one sitting. Meat is hit or miss, and I don't know if it'll be okay or not until I eat it. Salad never sounds good, but always ends up sitting really well.
Annoyances: Well... cervical length shortened a fair amount this week. Grr. Last week (6/3), I was at a 4.6 and this week (6/9), I was at a 3.1 - danger zone is considered 2.8. The doctor wasn't too concerned, but checked me anyway and despite having a lot of contractions, I'm not dilating, thank God. Cervical length is dynamic and can change day-to-day, so hopefully next week it lengthens again. I've been in a flurry trying to get things done just in case I get stuck on my keister, so the downstairs kids' rooms are coming together!
Another big thing that's been happening is that I'm having a lot of nightmares about this pregnancy, specifically about losing the baby. I wake up in tears a lot. I hope it's just the extra hormones and little bit of post-traumatic stress from my pregnancy with Lily, but it's worrisome. I get really anxious. What's weird is that with Lily, even after I started having issues, I never had a second thought that things wouldn't be okay. I don't know why I'm so much more concerned this time, but I suppose it's a natural reaction after a dramatic pregnancy.
Highlights of the Week: A friend of ours just had twins, and this week, Lily was so much more interested in them! She wasn't jealous at all, and was very intrigued. I was able to diaper, feed, and burp one of the babies without a smidge of resentment (she usually acts quite jealous when I hold babies.) She kept asking questions about the babies, exclaiming "Look at her tiny feet! She has small hands! She's just about my size!" She also keeps telling me she wants two babies. Sorry, honey. Not happening. ;)